i'm sorry i haven't written, in like, forever! but i will write more now (:
i'm totally weighed down with coursework, which is due tomorrow and only half finished, slight problem :L and i've been learning new songs, for the worship band at church :)
I wish i had a bit of time to relax. I'm so glad lent's finally over! I can finally drink tea, again (: wahoo! I've fallen out with Adam, though :(
he's like my best friend, but sometimes he just stresses me out, and follows me round like a puppy dog! not good :| well, i asked him not to go out drinking, and he promised me he wouldn't! well, he did, so i kinda won't talk to him! + he's blaming it on me, saying i'm overreacting! I honestly don't think i am! but as a christian, and a best friend he should not've got drunk or lied to me! i wish he'd just learn to live life, mistakes and all, not shrink back at all the bad things! i do worry about him sometimes.
I also have some, not so good news! I've started self-harming again. I honestly can't help it, but it's not as bad as before, and hopefully i'll be able to get over it, quickly! it might be just a bad patch?
I'm thinking about Kris, an awful lot, lately, and i shouldn't be! It's too much! i've deleted his number, his facebook, his myspace, his bebo, everything! but i can't help it! everytime i'm not busy, or have time to think, he's there, in my head, saying nice stuff, and i fall for him, yet again. it's hard to get over him, and i agree, i'm too young to be IN love with him, but i do LOVE him. There's a difference.
I'm going to get some work done now, but i'll write soon. promise x